wow, i seem updating everyday eh.. dunno update for wad also..

well my eyes are very very red these few days, dunno why. may be cos of the excessive crying+ tired eyes+ my dry contacts.. it shld be so ba.. its very very red.. i may be blind soon! hurhur.. i'm like keep cursing myself lidat, always saying i'm like dying soon etc..

i haven got my directions right till now, i dunno where to head to, where to walk to.. its kinda confusing also ah.. i'm also working less now since i wan to rest and take time off.. but when i take the day off, i dun seem to be spending it fruitfully..

i wake up at 1sth, nv take lunch or breakfast, go online after i brush teeth etc.. then also dunno how i pass the time also..time slowly turns better when my parents are home..

well i have the best parents in this world..hur although we are not that rich, they cant provide me with my matertialistic needs but well.. they're still the best. my dad rang me juz now in the afternoon cos he's gonna go over to sentosa cove to deliver goods..

well sentosa cove is juz HEAVEN!! a place where i wan to be, when there is the sea in front of your house, where we are living now is earth, sentosa cove is heaven. the sea breeze, the sea in front of your house.. a place where i wan to run and escape to..

we seem to have lesser and lesser things to talk about, you're drifting further and further. i just wan us to be like before, i'm not asking anyth much, not asking u to hold my hands and run away to a faraway place where no one will find us.. i know its impossible.. it still hurts very badly though..

jerr-
10:43 PM